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What a Feeling
November 22, 2009

     It has been a long and arduous period of preparation. She has practiced, rehearsed, choreographed, planned - and now it's finally here. Maddie enters the waiting room with a slight sense of anticlimax. She is covered from neck to toes, in a flowing, loose gown of sapphire blue. Her hair has been braided back an pinned up so that nothing short of a hurricane will tear it loose.
     She has under her arm a sheaf of sheet music, kept in an unmarked folder. She goes to take a seat to wait until she's called, doing her best to be discreet and cool as a cucumber, while covertly looking around to see who might be before or after her - if anyone. I have to succeed at this. I have to. If I fail...
     Maddie doesn't allow herself to finish the thought. Instead, she takes a deep breath, trying to call upon some of the meditation techniques Zafirah labored so to instill in her. At least it's useful in this, even if it wasn't as useful in the other thing, right?

     Breathe in. Breathe out. Breathe in... one-london-bridge-two-london-bridge-three...
     In her cardinal colors and tinkling bells of gold, a robed, skirted and veiled Sabira enters after her friend, her hands making the motions: breathe in, breathe out, breathe in. The most of her face is covered, her cinnamon-skin visible only near her heavily kohled eyes. She smiles, her eyes twinkling to her friend as she magically calls a large, bejeweled poof to the chamber and plops down with a riot of colors and bells next to her friend.
     There are several girls in the room and two young men. The young men take note of the two new arrivals. There is appreciation and of course curiosity and a certain amount of ...sizing up. They smile, however. The girls look far more nervous. Particularly as the NEW GIRL appears to have a ROYAL ENTOURAGE. GREAT. She's an automatic in. They trade looks. One is blue-skinned with four arms, absolutely beautiful. The other appears human with almond-shaped eyes and blonde hair of honey gold. She is very lithe, where the blue-skinned girl is quite athletic, with a gorgeous figure -- most of which is on display. She has more confidence than the other pocket of girls. But as of now, everyone's simply too nervous to gossip.
     Sabira doesn't even look around. She keeps her eyes to you, encouraging you to only look to her. "You will do well," she murmurs. She's not nervous at all! She's already in, after all. "Your routine is solid. And you are well prepared. I would bring us a service of tea," she says with a veiled smile, "...but I wouldn't want you to have to take a tinkle break because of me."
     One of the many doors in this grand, arched corridor (all surfaces in mosaic) open and out steps a very regal woman. Folding her hands in front of her she looks around the room: "Anana."
     The blue-skinned, multi-armed girl rises (she has a body to die for, and both young men watch her as she goes). She composes herself and enters through the door.

     She is oblivious to what others are thinking. Why wouldn't she be? To her, Sabira is her friend, not so much with the royal princessing. "You say that now," Maddie mumbles. But she sits up straight, tucking her legs under herself. "No tea. I'm amazed I managed to eat at all. I hope Baz is doing okay, though, y'know?"
     She is still worried about him. She has faith in his ability to take care of himself, but he got hurt, and that's shaken that faith a little. She looks around, taking everything in, smiling automatically at the young men since they smiled at her. The girls get smiles too, but her attention is already turning back inwards, reviewing the routine, reviewing her choices. "I should get out of this outer robe now we're in here and get read for when it's my turn, huh. So did you almost faint when you tried out, Sabs? Or is it just me?"

     "Oh, he is fine. If he had only hit his head instead of his leg, he wouldn't have been hurt at all," Sabira says blithely. "He will be fine. The worst of it is he doesn't like being told what to do or to stay still. Now, that is all he is doing. But in a few weeks, he will be up and back to normal."
     Sabira glances to the two young men, and decides to keep her veil on. "It is not just you, no. I did hand-stands and yoga until it was my turn. And I had to go to the facilities like ten times," her jeweled hands make little waves as she speaks. She leans forward, trying to keep her words at least semi-private. "I am sure that Balthazar," she really whispers that part, "...would want to be here for you. I am a pretty good stand in though, right?"
     One of the girls, a ruby-red brunette, overheard the name and blushes with a pretty smile. Apparently she knows him. She leans over to whisper to her neighbor, the pretty, pert blonde. Several of the other girls look up and around, but they are mostly nervous. Toes begin to tap.
     The young men smile back to Maddie's smiling back. They are built nicely; one is more lithe than the other. But both appear to like girls.

     Impulsively, she leans over to hug Sabira. "The best stand-in," Maddie answers devoutly. "Besides, I know he's busy, entirely aside from his leg. I just can't help worrying a little, y'know? Because I'm nervous. My mind goes out of its way to find other stuff to be nervous about."
     She stands up, skinning off the sapphire robes. Underneath she's chosen a surprisingly austere outfit; a cream-colored flamenco dress, without lewd cut or ruffles, cut of heavy cloth which will move appropriately when she does. It's quite snug down to the hips, where it opens up without crinolining. Instead of flamenco heels she wears flame-red dance slippers which lace up her calves in gold and red. She folds the robe neatly, putting it on her chair and promptly sitting on it, taking up the sheet music and checking to make sure the sheets are in order for the umpteenth time.
     "It's just as well he isn't here," she confides in you quietly. "If I don't get in... well, I wouldn't be able to face him. He works so hard, you know?" She is suddenly near tears, and she takes a deep breath to call them back. "I'm glad it's not just me, anyway. And I'm glad you're here, Sabs. It'd be harder if you weren't."

     "There is no shame in trying and not succeeding, only in not trying," Sabira soothes as she returns the hug. "That said," she smiles brilliantly, "I think you are going to do well and you are going to get in. Oh, such a pretty costume. I like the shoes," she all but sings out as she leans back from the hug. Sabira unfolds her legs and sticks her feet out from under her robes to show her nearly bare feet. Only her soles are protected from the floor, with golden chains and bells that wrap around her ankle to hold the sandals secure. She wiggles her feet, chiming her bells, for your amusement.
     Sabira reaches forward to take your hands. "He would only make you more nervous, or he would distract you, so it is good he isn't here. But! Regardless of the outcome, I am sure he will be proud of you. Let us talk no more of that! Only focus on the positive. You will do well. You will get in."
     The door opens again and Anana, the blue-skinned, four-armed girl appears. She looks both drained and relieved. At least it's over, whatever the outcome! She gathers the rest of her things and quickly departs. "Ash and Duriel," the stately woman announces. Both young men rise -- and as they do, their similarities are suddenly apparent. They are twins! They pause to turn, bowing to the princess, before resuming their procession through the door. The stately woman follows them.
     "I know them. They are very acrobatic. I hear that Duriel is... quite the ...ah," she grins, blushing behind her veil, "... romantic. If you were not seeing my brother, I think he would be perfect for you. He is a fencer and dancer, but he is not in the military ranks officially. He is an artist. Ash, his younger brother, is a dancer and a musician and I think he is also in the acrobats guild."
     Several of the girls look up at the commotion and conversation. We are TRYING to CONCENTRATE.

     "I'm glad you like them," Maddie answers demurely. "I hope I do them justice." It is almost impossible not to think about, worry about the audition. But she does her best to rise above it, to ignore it, touching the braided wreath of her auburn locks to make sure that yes, the pins are still holding. "Are they related to you? Because your family seems to have a lot of twins in it. Though I guess none of your sisters and brothers are twins, at least."
     She is interested, though not piqued. "There's a guild for acrobats? I didn't know. Are they, er, um. I don't know if there's a polite way to ask, or what the rules are, but there's so many people of different races, whereas y'know, where I'm from it's just skin color and geography, but are they human? And if it is rude to ask, tell me. I'd rather not find out at some sort of state dinner."
     She lowers her voice at the glares, muttering to Sabira, "Maybe we should..." She taps the side of her head. Take it to here, if you know how.

     Sabira glances around to the other girls, daring them in her polite way to look daggers at her face. They do not. She turns back to you with a smirking gaze. So sensitive! So... yes, there is a guild for a lot of things. Just like in the other world. You have the Screen Actor's Guild, yes? Same thing. Membership, et cetera. And it is not really polite to ask at dinner, but if you are at a gathering at school, talking, and you want to know, ask. It does not mean you are coming from a bad place with the question. Or, you can ask them where they are from and let them know where you are from and they may choose to educate you. It's not necessarily impolite.
     Sabira glances around and then sits cross-legged with her eyes closed, as if she were meditating. Her cardinal wings lift and spread like a praying songbird. Duriel and Ash are human and they are not related to us, strangely enough. Not even a little bit. We do have twins, but it is mostly from my grandmother and grandfather. My father and mother did not have a single pair! But then, she controlled that, not him.
     Sabira opens her eyes to wink at you. That was their bargain. We were not conceived in the usual way, with ...you know... intercourse. My fathers and mother spoke, they held hands, and she bore the fruit that they wished. She has never known a man's touch in that way. I don't know how she did that. I look at Jibril and all I want to do is cover him with chocolate and eat him!

     Okay, as long as I know the rules. I don't want to put people off or have them think I'm being a jerk. She relaxes a little, focusing on the discussion at hand and pretending not to be thinking at all about the audition. Well, the woman usually controls it where I come from, too, but not as, um, not as thoroughly as that! But I can't blame her for not wanting twins. It sounds like it'd give your insides a real workout. Have any of your brothers and sisters had kids yet?
     Maddie covertly glances around again, picking up her sheet music and looking through it for the umpteenth-plus-one time. There's Catholic schools who warn that you can get pregnant by holding hands. I never knew it could be true. So are you and Jibril an item yet? Or does he need more nudging? I'll help if I can!

     No, Gruffydd is waiting until he is king. And Ani is only twelve. Well, you know about Balthazar. Tanira is not married. Bahara is not married. And I am not even close to such things. Really, I think we were intended to join the ranks of Heaven's muses, which means a lifetime of celibacy. I, however, do not think I'm going to make it.
     Sabira glances around as Ash appears, hand on his blonde head. He looks a bit worried. Uh oh. That doesn't look good. Well, he is probably overreacting. Duriel appears a short time later through the same door, his expression easygoing. If he's worried, he's not showing it. Now, it is only girls who wait.
     Sabira looks back to you. Ah...well... Jibril and I. She bows her head demurely. He is a guard for the Houri. It is by his code neither honorable or allowed to be romantically involved with his charges. They are virgins. His honor is supposed to be inviolate. But we have been meeting in secret. You can never speak of it. He could be cast out of his detail were it to be discovered. His lips taste like roses. And rose red she turns, quickly dipping her head to offset the coloration. I must be careful for his sake. At least until we know it is more than lust. Then I will speak to my mother and father on his behalf.
     The stately woman appears again, hands folded demurely. "Melissandre." The blonde rises, going a bit pale. She composes herself, tucking her papers under her arm -- like you, she is very organized. She glances over to the PRINCESS and her FRIEND then follows the regal woman through the door and to her fate.

     I wouldn't tell anyone! I'm so happy for you that you've made it. Anyway, there's an easy way of letting him off the hook. Stop being one of his charges. Maddie is practical to a fault - in her own way. But she leans over to squeeze your hand in support. She looks up and gives Ash an encouraging smile. No matter how bad he thinks it is, it probably isn't as bad as he thinks it is, after all.
     Is Tanira going to make it? I don't think I've met her yet. I know I couldn't do it - I mean, aside from not being a virgin anymore anyway. She looks up as Melissandre is called, and gives that encouraging smile again. Just because there's competition doesn't mean she can't be friendly! I'm glad for you that you're getting to find it out, Sabs. I think not knowing is one of the worst things. So I guess I don't have to try to put you together with my brother, huh.
     She inhales deeply, looking around the room again, blue eyes warm and thoughtful. Not long now, I guess. God, I hope I don't slip and fall on my face.

     I think your brother is already spoken for. But no... he is cute, but I do not need a setup. My sister Tanira, I do not think, will follow in my mother's footsteps. I think perhaps only Bahara will make it! And that is not because she does not have other options but she emulates mother in all.
     Sabira sees your tension and smiles beneath her veil, reaching for your hands with her hands. You will be fine. I will be out here waiting for you and we will get treats afterwards. I am so excited for you! I think once you are in Academy, you can begin to have your own life outside of Balthazar's bed. Enjoyable as that may be. I have heard the stories!
     Bending her head, she touches your knuckles to her forehead in a gesture of respect and sisterhood. You will begin to make more friends, a name for yourself. You will be more of an equal then, and it will be easier for you both. And we will present our choreography to the festivities coordinators and the dancer's guild. Because we are intimates of the future King, we do not need their permission but certainly being both members of the Academy when we perform will give us better stature. We are going to be the best part of the whole spectacle! Well, apart from the crowning, of course.
     Sabira leans back, propping herself up on the heels of her hands. She glances to the other girls. You see the girl with the dark hair. She has the biggest crush on my brother. She does not know you are really dating. I think she has sent gifts to him at the games, which he then gave to the needy. I think she will soon be broken hearted when you get in and it is known that you are the prince's girlfriend. She's nice though. Not like Melissandre.

     She goes pink. Stories? Oh god, are people telling stories about us, now? Maddie inhales, settling her hands in her lap, folder tucked under one thigh. Treats? Oh, if that vendor with the crispy little spit-roasted birds is open today, I'd just about kill for some of those.
     Maddie takes the folder again, glancing around casually to try to spot Sabira's mention. I should probably try to introduce myself to her and be nice to her beforehand, then. I don't want her hating me because of Baz or the academy. We'll have to rehearse loads for the coronation, of course. Who do you have lined up for our costumes?
     One foot swings idly against the other ankle, and she picks absently at the hem of her sleeve. Should I be wary of Melissandre? Who is she, anyway?
     I think that would be very kind of you. Melissandre is a duchess. She, like many young nobles, has been sent to the Capitol for instruction and education. She is shrewd. She plays the game. She might be someone you want to befriend, just to keep dibs on her. I would trust her slowly, however. She could be useful, say, as a lady-in-waiting. You know, if you become a queen. If her shrewd acumen could be focused in your favor, that is.
     Sabira smiles as you go pink. None about you that I know about. But ... his previous girlfriends are pretty chatty. He had three, I think, before he started chasing after West girls. She smiles to you, nudging you gently. And then he fell in love.
     The door opens and Melissandre walks through the door. Her back is straight; she believes it went well. She does a quick bob of respect to the Princess. Sabira does outrank her! Graciously, Sabira bows her veiled head.
     The stately woman reappears, her hands folding primly in front of her once more. "Lady Elaine." The two remaining girls look at you, now having a face to put with the name. Smiling, Sabira rises from her bejeweled poof, holding out her hands to you. "Best of luck. I am sure you will do well." She leans forward and kisses each cheek.
     If. Well. We'll see. She looks around, about to open her mouth to try greeting the dark-haired girl when the door swings open. I'll keep it in mind, anyway. She'll probably hold my lack of title against me, but if so, that's her problem, not mine. We're all born the same way, covered in blood and crying. How we conduct ourselves in the rest of life's up to us.
     She rises to her feet, leaning in to accept the kiss. "Thanks," she murmurs, the butterflies in her stomach threatening a rampage. She tucks her folder up under her arm, giving the stately woman a quick smile of greeting and trying to keep the sheer terror out of her eyes as she moves to follow. "That's me. How do you do?" Polite friendliness is ingrained in her. It'd be against nature for her not to ask.

     The stately woman is not without warmth. She is beautiful. On earth she would be perhaps sixty, her hair perfectly coiffed and silver. Her eyes a piercing blue. "I am well. I thank you for asking," she seems considerate and understanding though somewhat icy in appearance. "Follow me, please." And she turns, leading you down another hallway, the door closing behind you.
     Her dress is white silk with the slightest of trains. Her neck is long and slender. She could easily be a queen with such a walk. But you know better. She is and has been a dancer herself. "Because I understand you are not acquainted with some of our customs, I shall explain the proceedings to you. You will have an audition, followed by a brief question and answer period by the panelists. There are three members of the executive judges committee. They will be scoring your audition today. You will be notified of the results within an hour, once all auditions have been completed for the day."
     Pausing at a double doorway, she turns to look to you, her hands folding once more. "Should you misstep, you will be given an opportunity to repeat the movement and continue with your piece from the point of error. I wish you the best in your endeavors. You may go in."
     Her hands unfold to gesture toward the door. She will not be following you apparently.

     She follows, folding her sheets of music to her chest, listening intently. "Thank you for explaining," Maddie answers sincerely. "I've been trying to catch up, but - well, there's just been an awful lot to catch up on." She ducks her head, as much to make sure the hairpins are all still holding (they are) as in a nod of farewell, and she heads through the door.
     I hope I did the right thing in bringing the music with me. What if they do things differently here? But Sabira would've told me. It'll be fine, Mads. Just - just close your eyes and think of England! Or, well, keep your eyes open and don't trip over your own big fat feet. You can do this. Really. And hey, if and when you do this, you never have to worry about piddling things again, do you? What's a state dinner compared to this?
     She heads through the door demurely, looking as if butter wouldn't melt in her mouth. Or would, if the nervousness didn't show in her eyes. She's only human, after all.

     The room is quite large and extremely ornate. Arched and pointed windows line the entire of one wall, providing a view of the Capitol Island across the bay and the bay and ocean itself. To the left as you enter is a raised dais, where three individuals quietly sit. They acknowledge your presence with a look. To the other side of the room, there is a small chamber orchestra, some twelve pieces in all.
     "If you have music, you may provide it to the conductor and then continue with your introduction and audition," the center member, another stately woman with white hair says clearly, her voice filling the cavernous space, "... and then we will speak and then confer. You may proceed."
     The other two members are men. One elderly and already sizing you up. The other is younger, a current professor. He glances down to his paperwork (information about you, no doubt) in final preparations.

     She doesn't swallow audibly; sound would be swallowed up in this if one doesn't take care, she's sure, but why take chances? She does an appropriate dancer's bow, one foot placed at an angle behind the other. "Thank you," Maddie says out loud, trying to project without being too loud. She straightens, carrying the folder over to the orchestra's leader and holding it out to him carefully. He receives a sunny smile, albeit with the nerves showing in her eyes, still; surrendering the folder, she returns to the center of the stage.
     "My name is Madison Elaine West," Maddie stands straight, hands joined loosely in front of her as she looks to the threesome of judges. "I'm from the United States of America, most recently Massachusetts. I will be performing for you a variation of a piece from my country known as The Red Shoes, set to music by Paco de Lucia - Rumba Improvisida 1971. I hope that you will enjoy it," she adds with a quick return of her sunny smile, "because I know that I'll enjoy performing it."
     She steps back en pointe, waiting for the judges to give the word for her to begin or no. Her nerves are still with her, but they have suddenly faded to the background; she knows exactly what to do and how she wants to do it. Now she just wants to get on with it.

     The conductor smiles genially. He is a pleasant-looking man with pointy ears and purple eyes, with red-brown hair pulled back into a ponytail. He provides the sheet music to the players. "When you are ready," he says to you, "take your position and we will begin."
     The panel nods to your introductions. "We look forward to your performance, Miss West," the woman at the head of the dais speaks. "Proceed as you will."
     As you take your point position, the conductor raises his baton, and instruments are to the ready. He begins. The lone sound at first is that of a lute, throaty and sweet....

     She was already en pointe; now one leg lifts, comes down again as she crosses over and turns around, features calm as the dance begins. She has been over it and over it, practicing until her feet were bloodied so that by now her feet know where to go without her mind needing the reminding.
     There is a story to the dance, of course, even if it is not one known locally. And that was by intention; she had done considerable research to find a dance which is from her world, with fewer comparisons to be made. Of course, she then had to take it even further, and set it to a rhumba score, a mixture of ballet and rhumba dancing. She has only eight minutes in which to tell a tale, however, and eight minutes will have to be enough not only to gain their attention, but to hold it.
     The presence of a man is mimed, a girl out for a stroll with a lover. She takes his arm, dancing in circles around him, dragging him this way and that: to this window, then to that window, oohing and aahing over everything and teasing him unmercifully with wide, sweeping steps. She stops suddenly to stare into a window; there, she mimes, there are the shoes for which she would die. They are presented to her after her imperious demand, and immediately she puts them on, forgetting about anything and everything else. She would do anything to have these shoes, and the greediness of her demand is made plain.
     Those shoes, those shoes - she straightens, spinning now, around and around until the red and the gold run together with the speed of her spin, seeming to become living flame. Lover is forgotten, cobbler is forgotten, along with his hellish deal; the shoes have a life of their own, and for the moment, she is a willing partner in the dance, moving through the air as cleanly as a knife. Where she lands, she immediately is gone again, little flames licking in the space where the devil's shoes have been. She dances with one after another imaginary partner, turning to and fro in uninhibited delight, the pleasure of popularity, of movement evident in her eyes, in her face. She has yet to miss a step.
     But all such pleasures pall, given time; bit by bit, she slows, smiles to partners growing more forced. She excuses herself, turning away, moving to what she hopes will be a comfortable place to rest, expression weary. She sighs, stretching, preparing to sink down to sit, and weariness gradually becomes dawning surprise, then terror; she cannot stop dancing. Her feet continue to move of their own accord, taking her into ever more exaggerated flourishes, the rapid percussion of the rhumba echoed with the sharp staccato of her feet drumming against the stage as if her ankles might surely snap.
     She looks now to her former partners, to her lover, invisible and imagined as they are; but nowhere does she find aid. Where before everyone would dance a turn with her, now she is marked as the devil's creature, and that she was unknowingly duped and is unwilling makes no difference. She runs for shelter, and doors are closed in her face. She tries to cross into sanctuary, but the shoes pull her hapless feet away, a marionette in someone else's show. She dances over hills and dales, growing ever more weary; it seems the shoes will keep her dancing forever, until she spies her chance. Deliberately, and with strength born of desperation, she flings herself into a series of gay-seeming leaps, further and further from the path the shoes have in mind for her, until she is on the very edge of a cliff. And there a duel is fought between her and the shoes for long, complicated moments, until with an expression of triumphant defiance, she hurls herself over the edge, and into the sea.
     When the music stops, Maddie picks herself up from the lip of the stage, trying not to look as if she's out of breath. It's hard not to let them see she's sweating. She does another dancer's bow, first to the judges, then to the orchestra in silent thanks for their own performance, straightening and resisting the urge to mop her face and neck. "Thank you for your time and interest," she says politely. Her voice is almost even! She'd be proud of herself if she weren't so sweaty and out of breath.

     There is no applause, but that is not strange. One doesn't expect applause in an audition. The young instructor appears to be suitably impressed. The older man is harder to read, but his eyebrows are raised -- which usually means interest. The woman has a warmth in her features, though she is reserved.
     "Part of the audition, of course, is graded on technique, raw talent. But we also like to know your artistic approach to your audition. It was an interesting mixing of styles," the woman speaks, and there is no irony in her words. "We have some similar styles, with the expressive," what Americans would call contemporary, "...but the other elements are rather new. Is there a story behind how you chose those two styles to convey your parable?"

     Maddie is gratified to be asked, even though now that she isn't dancing, the nervousness threatens to rise up and consume her again. She calls upon the ghosts of prep school tutors past to keep it under control, speaking steadily and precisely now that she's getting her breath back a little bit. "Yes," she answers aloud, albeit rather carefully. "There is a story where I am from, of a girl who fell in love with a pair of red shoes and allowed her vanity and selfishness to overwhelm compassion and common sense so that she took the shoes without finding out the price attached. It was her misfortune that the shoes were being offered by a devil, and the price was that of her soul."
     "In the original story, she couldn't remove them, and as long as she wore them, she couldn't stop dancing, no matter what. Those who loved her were trampled and forgotten, and only when she was desperate for rest did she seek redemption; a priest was able to remove the shoes for her, and there she died. The story's been altered and updated over the years, but generally has been confined to ballet. However, I felt that the concept behind the story - greed, desire, inflamed passion for a peripheral combined with the strength of will to alter the intended outcome for another - fit in well with the music and culture of South America, from which region of my homeland I drew the music and some of the dance influence."
     She feels as if she should say something more, something more personal, but she can't think of anything to add. Maddie falls silent, waiting for the next question if there is any, and silently praying for a glass of water.

     The young instructor leans forward. "I have to compliment you, Miss West. You understand the storytelling nature of dance very well. I was happy to see that portrayed. So often, the concentration is primarily upon the physical technique. So, I wanted to express that to you," he smiles. "And I like that you considered what style would best compliment the story you wished to tell. How long have you studied dance in America and how many styles would you say you are versed in currently?"

     She colors at the praise; it's actually fairly unexpected. "Thank you," Maddie answers, flattered. "I began lessons when I was five years old, and I was fortunate in that my family traveled extensively, so that my lessons began in India and continued primarily in Africa and Brazil before we returned to America. When I returned to America, it was difficult for me to keep up in the Indian and African styles I'd learned, although I tried - those were primarily gumboot dance of South Africa, and kathakali dance from the Kerala state of India. It was easier to keep up with Latin dance such as I'd begun to learn in Brazil."
     This answers part of the question, but not all of it, and she continues, trying to keep specific and to the point, "The past five years of my training have been almost entirely within America, and I would consider myself versed in an additional half-dozen styles, most of which are more or less 'native' to my home country, which is something of a melting pot of other nations. Those styles would be ballet, swing, hip-hop, ballroom dancing, beguine, and flamenco as a specialization within Latin dance."

     The older man seems a bit drowsy. He's not bored, he's just extremely methodical. "There are areas for improvement and development of course," he looks up over his spectacles, "...or you would not need to apply to the Academy." His voice is a kind of smoky drawl. "Have you given any thought to specialization or how you would like to pursue your studies? Is there a particular area of focus that you would like to now choose?"

     "Of course," Maddie agrees. Her voice doesn't wobble. She's proud of that, anyway, and she's under no illusions as to how good she is or isn't, or she wouldn't have been so nervous in the first place! "I don't feel that I can state where I should specialize, sir, until I've learned more in depth as to what the academy offers me. Right now I'm better at Latin and African dance than I am anything else, but I feel that makes me less well-rounded than I ought to be, as a dancer and as a student."
     She is, as always, nothing short of honest. "As such, no, sir, I'd hold off on such choices until I've had the chance to really dig into it and learn where my real strengths and weaknesses are."

     The woman seems pleased. "Thank you, Miss West. As noted previously, we have two more auditions. We will have our decisions made one hour after all auditions have been completed. We thank you for your performance and wish you the best of luck." She smiles and it is not an ironic smile.
     "You may exit through the same door. Dame Lombard will take you back to the waiting hall. If you will be returning to the palace," they know who you are, "... simply let her know to arrange for a messenger. You are welcome to wait, however."
     She sits back in her chair and the three begin looking at their paperwork again.

     She does another one of those dancer's bows, to the judges and then to the orchestra. "Thank you again for your time, ma'am, sirs." Maddie pivots, holding her breath as she heads back to the door through which she came. She is going to explode, she just knows it. Once her back's turned, she is blushing vividly.
     Ohmygod. I SO need a drink!

Posted by rowan at November 22, 2009 09:35 AM