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Regrets
June 17, 2000
Soft cobalt, like ever-encroaching dawn or forever twilight, the walls hold every moment of illumination with warmth and color. Edged with gold, the painted paneling provides several layers of color and texture. A treasure in and of itself. The music chamber peels back a leaf of time, and the salons of the Baroque live once more. Russian. Something from the East End of Empires. Something from the 18th Century. Lightly, like rain -- the sound of the harpsichord reaches your senses. Up and through stone. A little known piece in the Modern Age, but one these ears recall. Oddities that Immortal minds retain... "What do you think?" Ian murmurs, flying quickly into the room, dressed in white shirt and black pants. "I have a list but it seems rather ...err... short..." he informs you, ignoring the fact that you might be enjoying a moment of musical bliss. Hand waves with a pen in it, a small notebook in hand with the ever-traditional scribbles. "I think...I have just servants on here..." he notes for the record, raising a brow at his own observation. No vampires getting gifts. "Oh, well, I think Victoria is on here, but that is about it." "Henry and Stephen Fitzsimmons..." He tosses off a name or two. And indigo eyes flicker, darkly..brilliantly, as they lift from keys and hands. The tune quiets, and the smile that was born upon his lips at your rushing entry spreads slowly into a full-fledged grin. "Or shall we be getting Henry and Paddy... a coupled gift?" Incorrigible. "I hear there are shops in London that might carry things they both could enjoy..." Us too for that matter. That holds in the gaze like fire, and causes his lips, sensuous, to slant. "Victoria... " hands lift from the keys, the music ends and Macsen lifts his Ian strolls over, peering at his list. Absently, his hand reaches down and pats the nearby hound, pen wavering between his fingers. "Sit at your lap?" he finally says distractedly, scribbling as he shuffles. "We could get Paddy and Henry separate gifts, just like each person in the Houses," both yours and his, "...will get. And then something else as a pair." Lips press and Ian nods, liking that idea. Grey eyes look to you, as if suddenly He can see you won't be baited, and so thoughts of you on his lap with nothing to protect you save a thin layer of Scottish wool are set aside. At least for now. Though, as you know, your Norman is never so easily vanquished. As you move, indigo is upon you. Fastened. Fixed. In love and all the rest that comes with that. The smile yet remains half-cocked. "Ah... non... we should... get them something tasteful. Paddy's a bit... well, I don't want to throw him into a panic by getting them a couple gift at a sex kiosk..." The smile spreads, smooth and full. "His head might explode. Like in the movies..." Scanners, to be exact. With a clearing exhale, William turns a bit upon the harpsichord's bench, straddling it. As if the next moment shall find him standing. Amusement flickers in his gaze, held upon "Ah, yes, I keep them on a separate list," Ian nods, moving towards you still. He waves at you, as if to say 'shove up' and turns to share the bench with you. "See, there is House staff, in all residences, and then a business list...like for Gerald and Arthur...and then a personal list. My personal list though...um...just has one on it currently." He shrugs, not that There is space enough on the bench for you both, and as you sit, he leans in toward you. For closeness, and to spy upon the list perhaps. A kiss is left behind upon your neck. "I do not have many on my personal list... mainly, it is you. But... I will get something for Edward... Davydd... Donal. Maybe even Uncle Henry." Northumberland the Nosferatu. "Though I'm running out of clever gifts for someone who lives beneath the ruins of Hadrian's Wall..." His voice is soft in thought. "Ah... and Girault, though...what I would get him, I have no idea. Nasr would be offended if I bought him a Christmas gift. You and I... we should send him something for Ramadan..." A nudge to you there. You can mark Nasr on your list. "Then there is the household for Chinon... and our boy in America." That would be Phillip. "No, no, of course not," Ian agrees, "Tavish is already in the household, so is Phillip." Already in a category. "But you should keep your own personal list." As if he thought about any of your twelve. "Have you..." Ian looks around, "...started one?" A finger lifts and points to his temple. Locked within, it says, in motion. "The lists for Chinon, Florence and LionCorp have already been done. Guillermo will purchase for Chinon and Stephen has taken care of LionCorp. I have a list for my Lionheart artists and my personal list." The smile comes warm and easily. "The Lionheart list is in the pocket of my leather coat. I won't be wearing the skirt into London," he murmurs, voice rumbling and low, as close to a purr as ever he gets. "... it's too drafty. The others... I can remember it well enough. It's a short list." The air tingles, and He expected no less concerning Navarre. Ian smiles at your preparedness, then smirks and looks up from his list when you bring up the orgies. "What would I like?" Ian murmurs, bringing pen up to touch his bottom lip. A very secretary is he. "I do not know," he admits, bobbing his head. It's a good question. "I will have to think of something," he grins. "And For Navarre... you feel there is a kernel of 'death' held in the darkness of deep blood. Disappointment. Disillusionment. Disfavor. For all she proported to be but was not. To the falsifying of a heart now known to be nothing but Manipulation Personified. He protected her with his life once. He will never do such again. Not yet dispassionate, but certainly disconnected. She is, quite markedly, not in Plantagenet's Circle any longer. For him, it is as if she never were. For to him, had she ever been really? But the one who likely was the first to whisper Angevin Whore in the darkness... and the one likely who yet whispers it to all save him. There's a warm look of affection as he feels what crosses your heart about Navarre. It is understandable. It is...regrettable. But once where he worried on such, he does not now. Her acts reflect not on him or you, or your love. She will suffer the consequences of what she did. Just as you all will on any number of acts committed in your lifetimes. He feels no sorrow for her on that. There is only a bit of sadness that she disappointed you so...and it is not his place to fix it for her. Hand seeks your own, but Ian discusses it not. If you wish to, you can. "How about...new cabinets. I want to put your small paintings up you made me when I was here alone last. And the small birds with colors," Ian's face brightening. "The chess set...may go Regrettable. Perhaps it is. She may count those regrets upon the beats of silence from Chinon and doors that were once ever open that now shall be closed. He need say nothing at all. Wishes to say nothing at all. For what more can he say than simple Silence? It best describes it. It is something she will deal with at Judgment. He has his own matters and sins. He leaves it to the Universe and to God. How noble has the hot Angevin blood become with Time. Or, it is a testament to his strength and command of himself that he does not let his ...more fundamental nature get to him. But for your warmth of understanding, there is Knowing. And nothing more is said on it. The smile is lady-like as his fingers are clasped and kissed. "My Knight, my Prince," Ian chuckles softly, unable to see you in any other way when you kiss his hand. Ah well. Ian sighs, then clarifies, "No, downstairs in the great room for use. I think the chess set is very colorful for there. And Arsuf would be good in the armory," he agrees with a series of nods. The beginnings of a plan. "How long do you want to stay in London? I want to be home before the second snows come..." "Three nights should do it..." A pause, a lift of his brow. "Do you not think... will it give you time enough to shop with me and visit Robert? We can always go to London in the spring. I prefer to winter near the top of the world..." Broad and warm, the grin comes to that. And in furs with you. "I think three nights' time will be enough. Just enough to enjoy it and return home. As London should be done, oui? And I agree about the chessgame... near the hearth. A good place for it. When shall we depart?" |